Define Suicide

test change later

nobody@vox.com(Tony) — Sun, 14 Oct 2007 14:39:05 -0700

Originally published at violentbones.net. You can comment here or there.

test change later , thanks.

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Crap , Long time.

nobody@vox.com(Tony) — Thu, 04 Oct 2007 10:28:40 -0700

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This is a laugh I haven't been on this forever no , seriously. It's not a laughing matter. School has tied me up so much , litterally. Why I want to laugh is well , guess who is at school at the moment. Well , me.Â I am at the computer lab ( duh where else am I typing this? My cell phone? ) I have been having a busy week , no month andÂ time. I have had tests the highest mark I have gotten yet has been yes 92% in math & in science 85%. I just finished a health test like just now , seriously like five minutes ago. I am actually doing very well this year I am acutally proud of my self ( believe it or not ) . School has been alot of my life. I am in the year book commitee, soccer team , cross country team , band , & honors band ( well soon to be honors band ) .

So for the school soccer team we have been doing farly well. See my coach has been teaching soccer for three or four years this year. And he never lost well ... Our first game we won 1-0 , then the second we won 3-1 (I think ) and then down town two days ago we lost ( for the first time ) 3-0 to the 2nd last team in the league. My coach was almost ready to piss his pants on the sidelines , really we were all scared for soccer practice the next day. Half of us didn't even bother to show up. I was one of the unlucky suckers that actually went. We played one on one to get the ball and then score on the net Or , Defend the net. Well I lost 15 times. So everytime we lost we ran a lap of the soccer field well I ran it 15 times. Plus 5 more laps that I did once I went against the good people, my coach made me to extra for fun ,( I think he made us all go extra for fun) . So the next game is tonight. I am not playing because I already played this team, I have to let some others play. Hopefully we do good , right? Wish them luck. I wished I could go watch but there isn't any more room on the bus. God dammit.

Today there was the cross country meet at down town. I am in midget boys which is 14-16 years old . I think. Well any way the race we had to do was 3.5 kms. Well my friend Travis came first and the people didn't know if he did so we all ran a extra lap . So 49 of us had to do 4.5 kms. I came 16 out of the 49. I was proud of myself , I should say.

Well I think I have given you a update. I think I may have a hiatus, or I may just update randomly. OR , I may get a new domain name or a subdomain name ( I love the name vauge.nu , who knows? ) . I will try to keep updating but I am lazy , and I am really busy with sports andÂ school . If you need to talk to me , im me : ohinvasion on aim . Or on msn : 73501.disaster@gmail.com . I like the current theme on this site so I may keep it. But if I make a new theme it won't be for this domain , next post will be suprising.

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So , Tired.

nobody@vox.com(Tony) — Fri, 21 Sep 2007 16:46:53 -0700

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When my eyes are going to fall out of their sockets then I know , that I am tired. I am having trouble even looking at the screen. I am sick too , there is something going around and it is just killing me. Why does there have to be sickness in this world it makes not a lot of sence to me... Yeah , my brothers all have gotten a sore throat , calf ( I can't spell that ) . Well I am the one that always gets hit with the shit. I have a sore throat , calf , sore eyes , stuffy nose , and sore stomach .. and a fever ( not that my family believes me) .

School has been kickass in a phwoar kind of way. I have been passing everything that you can believe even Gym.. okay there is a story behind this. There is co - ed gym classes . Well.. there 36 boys in my class and 14 girls .. That is too many boys , so I am one of the unlucky suckers that gets to go on the girls side. So I am here with screaming girls because two bugs are ontop of each other.. like god get a life , maybe? I signed up for , year book , honors band ( extra band group ) , soccer ( I made the team , yeah biatches) & I may try one more thing but I am not going over board because then I will get stressed and I won't do school work. I hardly have the time to go on the computer anymore , seriously. I have been coming home from school almost everyday at 6:00 or 5:00 pm when school is out at 3:15 pm .. I know , I have just alot of school spirit.

Soccer , well we won our first game ( GO WARRIORS ) , It was 1 , zero. It was intense game . I didn't get to place because the board of god damn education , reduced the number of players on the team. So there was one spot left and I had to fight for it against two others ... guess who gotten it . God , me who else did you think? Well my coach at practice is crazy we do so much laps around the whole school , excersises ( hard as sin ) , games , and suicides ( sprints ) , & other drills. At the end of it I want to scream , because I am so sore. All , I can say is I am getting abs , so that is all that matter's to me.. I wonder why this is making me sick.

Anyway , one last network thing I must say . There is a new cool message board coming around it is called : Suburbs MB I love it there . If you want to go and reffer me ( not like I care ) I'm Victor? Glad everyone knows. Gus Gus & Ashy can't say I didn't plug it now x_X I'm joking , oh and Gus Gus is Toney.

PS: Gus - Gus , Is my new favorite word , fo sho.

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My Head!?

nobody@vox.com(Tony) — Sun, 16 Sep 2007 15:47:07 -0700

When life gives you lemons they tell you to make lemon aid but what do you do when life makes you sick? God, I hate this. My head feels like it is going to , fall off. The head-ake I have right now , is unbelievable . I used to get head-akes in grade four. And they weren’t fun then and they aren’t fun now . It feels like there is a little dude in my head yoodling or hitting me with a hammer. If you know this feeling then you know how I feel. I have three brothers too , and they all are a pain in the ass. They don’t care how , I feel they care all about them selves. They are all younger then me so , I guess that is the point. But still they should care a little , you think? So I think I am getting a head cold , or a throat infection because my little brother Alex has it so I bet I will get it just because I am always getting the bad luck around here , yeah know? ( I do).

Soccer , is well coming to be my life. Guess who made the team at school? Me , yes I am and was pumped. I am starting to get sore from all the push ups , crunches and everything. These starting work outs make me so sore. Some of them are so werid I don’t even think Arnold Swarwnegga would know. My coach is cool though and funny. Even though it is the hardest team in the school , I am doing farely well. My schedule for soccer , is well packed. I am actually telling the truth. Here it is:

Monday : Practice on the turf field

Tuesday: Game home or away

Wednsday: Practice at the school

Thursday: Game home or away

Friday,Satuday & Sunday : Practice at home kicking soccer ball around

So , well everyday I have something after school or in school , having to do with soccer. But I love it , and I am getting in the greatest shape so I don’t really care. All , I can say is hopefully soccer doesn’t take a hit with my school work ( eek speaking of school work I will have to work on that soon). School work has been gaining alot of work too. I wished I was back on summer vacation too. Because the work is piling up every day. Oh and another thing that is piling up is my student fees argh , It is another reason why I need a job. Look at the fees :

Industrial Arts (wooding working , welding , photography ) 25 dollars

Band ( playing my clarinet ) 72 dollars

Student Fees (student stuff needed) 30 dollars

Soccer ( uniform and equipment ) 40 dollars

So as you can see school is making me want to win the lottery. Because my parents are refusing to pay for this stuff . So I may have to quit a couple of things ( oh fuck no! ) . It better not be soccer or band , or industrial arts . Oops , thats all of them.

I deffinatly need a job then , because I want a mac book pro , ipod nano , clothes from American Eagle , A & F , Gap , Billabong , Old Navy, & Other places my parents aren’t really letting themselves buy. Oh well maybe I will get my way and get something who knows .But I will need a job. Even if I can get like maybe 3 shifts or even 2 a week. I will be happy , if you know what I mean.

By the way : Hope everyone loves my new theme on violentbones.net It is the best thing that I made yet , I think it features Bianca’s beautiful vexel. Bianca from rockable.de if your all wondering. Oh , and my site is here to stay and if it doesn’t look my up at definesuicide.vox.com all my posts end up there some time.

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I Just Love Life

nobody@vox.com(Tony) — Thu, 13 Sep 2007 22:39:51 -0700

Wow , I am blogging again. It’s been a while I will tell everyone and the world that. I would have been blogging more , but well my domain ghostorgan.net , had a sever issue like everyday so I never gotten to post on it. I always had to wait a exact time of the day. So , I use violentbones.net yet again , and yes everyone I am going to stay. If not I am going to use my vox. I am addicted to blogging yet again so it is all good. I like how vox , all you have to go and do is use a design and there it is , no coding or anything. The lazy life is well , awesome. I wished the ads to google wasn’t on it but you win some and lose some.

I Love school , I am obessed. I just want to step of the bus everyday and just go back. I will actually say this now school maybe harder this year since I am in grade 9 and I start my exams and mid terms but , I actually love it. All the teachers love me too , I have the kick ass teachers. They are literally the best ones in the school. And so far I am passing everything with flying colors , I know amazing (hopefully that doesn’t change at all). I am loving everything except some french because that is the only thing I have always hated and always will ,seriously. You know how i’m addicted to Soccer! Well , guess who has been trying out for the school team. Me , of course . Well , I have been practicing day on day ( tommorow will be the 5th day ) . I made the first cut, then the practice team and supposeably I have gotten onto the starting squad , I hope that is true! So while I am at school , soccer and the random ramblings of life I hear the word Needles I might as well cry. It is one of the true pobias that I hate , out of everything . I will fucking scream on the top of my lungs if I come in contact with them. Like , handling a bee sting or a wasp or hornet may hurt a bit but I can’t control them . Needles just happen and I hate them , wish me luck because it is going to be hard I think I have to get two of them , oh shit.

School president , I thought I wanted to run but now , I am not sure. See it’s not a popularity contest anymore ( as of what I hear) . At my school anyway , people actually run for the work of it. I well pledged a girl that I have been friends with since grade 1 in and she is in . I want her to win. And then a boy in my class is mad at me because he doesn’t have any votes , cry me a river bud. I hate you and I never will like you. And he thinks he is black , when he has white skin. See I am not a racist but I hate when people act as something they are totally , NOT. I hope she wins , because she may be crazy and all hardcore to the bone , but I think she will actually do something.

Hope & Faith , do you know this show ? If you don’t then well I am going to eat you (muah) It’s a great show it is about two sisters that are always butting heads. Well anyway I just love it because it makes me feel like its my house because all the stuff that happens on there mostly happens on there. Like the rants , exploration , rudeness , carefree , annoying parents and siblings. And I am addicted to Kelly Ripa she looks hot and she is famous. Make me famous , that is a dream of mine.

One thing I want to do is do good on my exams imagine if I failed them in Febuary. The death , I would get from my parents.. eek I would live in the toilet bowl with the little sailior dude. It’s going to be stressful I have exams in french/francis , english , math , history , science, & health. Yeah and those exams are all in three days of stress. I have started studying already now , even if it is September . I am a stress maniac , once I know there is stress I freak out. There is a girl in my class that changes color well she gets splochy so I don’t know. Imagine if she read this and fiqured out it was her , oh embrasment.

So as you can see on my domain http://www.violentbones.net has a new theme up well , I used it on ghostorgan.net but the sever issues made it die so I re made the theme . By scratch , so Melissa from http://www.facelikemurder.org can’t say it was made by her. A totally different theme. I have lost alot of my daily links , but I am finding some new ones.

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