2 posts tagged “school”

When life gives you lemons they tell you to make lemon aid but what do you do when life makes you sick? God, I hate this. My head feels like it is going to , fall off. The head-ake I have right now , is unbelievable . I used to get head-akes in grade four. And they weren’t fun then and they aren’t fun now . It feels like there is a little dude in my head yoodling or hitting me with a hammer. If you know this feeling then you know how I feel. I have three brothers too , and they all are a pain in the ass. They don’t care how , I feel they care all about them selves. They are all younger then me so , I guess that is the point. But still they should care a little , you think? So I think I am getting a head cold , or a throat infection because my little brother Alex has it so I bet I will get it just because I am always getting the bad luck around here , yeah know? ( I do).

Soccer , is well coming to be my life. Guess who made the team at school? Me , yes I am and was pumped. I am starting to get sore from all the push ups , crunches and everything. These starting work outs make me so sore. Some of them are so werid I don’t even think Arnold Swarwnegga would know. My coach is cool though and funny. Even though it is the hardest team in the school , I am doing farely well. My schedule for soccer , is well packed. I am actually telling the truth. Here it is:

• Monday : Practice on the turf field
• Tuesday: Game home or away
• Wednsday: Practice at the school
• Thursday: Game home or away
• Friday,Satuday & Sunday : Practice at home kicking soccer ball around

So , well everyday I have something after school or in school , having to do with soccer. But I love it , and I am getting in the greatest shape so I don’t really care. All , I can say is hopefully soccer doesn’t take a hit with my school work ( eek speaking of school work I will have to work on that soon). School work has been gaining alot of work too. I wished I was back on summer vacation too. Because the work is piling up every day. Oh and another thing that is piling up is my student fees argh , It is another reason why I need a job. Look at the fees :

• Industrial Arts (wooding working , welding , photography ) 25 dollars
• Band ( playing my clarinet ) 72 dollars
• Student Fees (student stuff needed) 30 dollars
• Soccer ( uniform and equipment ) 40 dollars

So as you can see school is making me want to win the lottery. Because my parents are refusing to pay for this stuff . So I may have to quit a couple of things ( oh fuck no! ) . It better not be soccer or band , or industrial arts . Oops , thats all of them.

I deffinatly need a job then , because I want a mac book pro , ipod nano , clothes from American Eagle , A & F , Gap , Billabong , Old Navy, & Other places my parents aren’t really letting themselves buy. Oh well maybe I will get my way and get something who knows .But I will need a job. Even if I can get like maybe 3 shifts or even 2 a week. I will be happy , if you know what I mean.

By the way : Hope everyone loves my new theme on violentbones.net It is the best thing that I made yet , I think it features Bianca’s beautiful vexel. Bianca from rockable.de if your all wondering. Oh , and my site is here to stay and if it doesn’t look my up at definesuicide.vox.com all my posts end up there some time.

Wow , I am blogging again. It’s been a while I will tell everyone and the world that. I would have been blogging more , but well my domain ghostorgan.net , had a sever issue like everyday so I never gotten to post on it. I always had to wait a exact time of the day. So , I use violentbones.net yet again , and yes everyone I am going to stay. If not I am going to use my vox. I am addicted to blogging yet again so it is all good. I like how vox , all you have to go and do is use a design and there it is , no coding or anything. The lazy life is well , awesome. I wished the ads to google wasn’t on it but you win some and lose some.

I Love school , I am obessed. I just want to step of the bus everyday and just go back. I will actually say this now school maybe harder this year since I am in grade 9 and I start my exams and mid terms but , I actually love it. All the teachers love me too , I have the kick ass teachers. They are literally the best ones in the school. And so far I am passing everything with flying colors , I know amazing (hopefully that doesn’t change at all). I am loving everything except some french because that is the only thing I have always hated and always will ,seriously. You know how i’m addicted to Soccer! Well , guess who has been trying out for the school team. Me , of course . Well , I have been practicing day on day ( tommorow will be the 5th day ) . I made the first cut, then the practice team and supposeably I have gotten onto the starting squad , I hope that is true! So while I am at school , soccer and the random ramblings of life I hear the word Needles I might as well cry. It is one of the true pobias that I hate , out of everything . I will fucking scream on the top of my lungs if I come in contact with them. Like , handling a bee sting or a wasp or hornet may hurt a bit but I can’t control them . Needles just happen and I hate them , wish me luck because it is going to be hard I think I have to get two of them , oh shit.

School president , I thought I wanted to run but now , I am not sure. See it’s not a popularity contest anymore ( as of what I hear) . At my school anyway , people actually run for the work of it. I well pledged a girl that I have been friends with since grade 1 in and she is in . I want her to win. And then a boy in my class is mad at me because he doesn’t have any votes , cry me a river bud. I hate you and I never will like you. And he thinks he is black , when he has white skin. See I am not a racist but I hate when people act as something they are totally , NOT. I hope she wins , because she may be crazy and all hardcore to the bone , but I think she will actually do something.

Hope & Faith , do you know this show ? If you don’t then well I am going to eat you (muah) It’s a great show it is about two sisters that are always butting heads. Well anyway I just love it because it makes me feel like its my house because all the stuff that happens on there mostly happens on there. Like the rants , exploration , rudeness , carefree , annoying parents and siblings. And I am addicted to Kelly Ripa she looks hot and she is famous. Make me famous , that is a dream of mine.

One thing I want to do is do good on my exams imagine if I failed them in Febuary. The death , I would get from my parents.. eek I would live in the toilet bowl with the little sailior dude. It’s going to be stressful I have exams in french/francis , english , math , history , science, & health. Yeah and those exams are all in three days of stress. I have started studying already now , even if it is September . I am a stress maniac , once I know there is stress I freak out. There is a girl in my class that changes color well she gets splochy so I don’t know. Imagine if she read this and fiqured out it was her , oh embrasment.

So as you can see on my domain http://www.violentbones.net has a new theme up well , I used it on ghostorgan.net but the sever issues made it die so I re made the theme . By scratch , so Melissa from http://www.facelikemurder.org can’t say it was made by her. A totally different theme. I have lost alot of my daily links , but I am finding some new ones.